Right Now
I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self-control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I’m barricading and debating who
I'm gonna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you
Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that excite you
Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devasted and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why I'd feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself and
Watch the blood hit the ground
Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you
Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that excite you
Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!
You open your mouth again,
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
My god I cannot take it
(whisper)
Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up
(scream)
Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, or I'll fuck you up
Right now
Can't find a way
to get across the hate
When I see you
Right Now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
that excite you
Right Now
I can't control myself
But I fucking hate you!
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you (Shut up)
I fuckin' hate you (Shut up)
I fuckin' hate you (Shut up)
I fuckin' hate you
(Shut up)
Break Some Off
I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I find making it hard to like
Realize nothing is left inside
I’ve got to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I’ve got to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I’ve got to break some fucking off
No it won't be fine
I’ve got to break some fucking off
My lie is going to hurt you
My fate is not going to wait this time
I play, games just to spite you
I know, you're going to believe this time
I’ve got to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I’ve got to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I’ve got to break some fucking off
No it won't be fine
I’ve got to break some fucking off
Feel me as I'm laughing
Leaving, eating, fucking
Hating all this bullshit
Maybe I can't stand this
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I can't stand this
Fuck
I’ve got to break some fucking off
Going to lose my mind
I’ve got to break some fucking off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I’ve got to break some fucking off
No it won't be fine
I’ve got to break some fucking off
Off, off, off, off
Counting On Me
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
Would get me thrown in a cage
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can’t see
Lead the way, make them pay
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
But I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down
You're the one who’s always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can’t see
Lead the way, make them pay
Counting on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
But I always stay when I should leave
Could this really be the day, today
Does this really mean the problems go away
I'm gonna have to go this time
Right now!
I’ve taken all I can now
Right now!
You've torn us all apart
Right now!
There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now x 9
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
But I always stay when I should leave (x2)
Here It Comes Again
Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they’ll maybe end up dead
Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I’ve got to do this right)
I can't fucking give in (I width that I could fight)
Can't I ever win (I think it’s on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Silent it goes away
Patience, oh really should I stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead
Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I’ve got to do this right)
I can't fucking give in (I width that I could fight)
Can't I ever win (I think it’s on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how
Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I don't know how?
Here we go again (again) (x8)
Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I’ve got to do this right)
I can't fucking give in (I width that I could fight)
Can't I ever win (I think it’s on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Deep Inside
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crying from deep inside
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie: "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crying from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they’re bringing drama to me
Look, look at me now
NOW!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crying from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please just go away
Please god just make the pain...
Did My Time
Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do i begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I’ve got something left to be
That's why I just beg and plead
for this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed,
I feel so insane
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel the anger changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me
Everything I've Known
Away, I see it's going down
Today, hoping in time,
We’ll bury all this pain
And will awake something inside
We pushed the button far inside
We fill our hearts
Up then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I’ve lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I’ve lost everything I've known
Our lives, were good in everyway
Too late, time after time
All love just turned to hate
But we sticked by each other's side
We pushed the button far inside
We fill our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I’ve lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I’ve lost everything that I've known
I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong
Everytime we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved, by my pride
Can we meet again
We pushed the button far inside
We fill our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I’ve lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I’ve lost everything that I've known
Play Me (featuring NAS)
Nas:
Everybody's an enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching nikkid women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)
Nas:
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash that's biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm in raged
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)
JD:
You fill your lies around me
And you think you've won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done
JD:
You think that you can take me
You think that you can play me
You're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me x6
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)
Alive
I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need A place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday,
'cause that’s the price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind
Alive x 8
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive
Alive x 8
Little things sting me everyday
Cause the pain, is how I like to play
Better not cross that line
Voices in my head I didn't see
It's something I can't throw away
What's inside my mind
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive
I find my time
I'm intertwine
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind (x2)
(Feeling so alive)
I find my time
I'm intertwine
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind (x2)
Alive x 4
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cried
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I died
Now I'm alive
Let's Do This Now
Run away nowhere
To chicken shit to face
I'm gonna go there
The fear I cannot taste
You think you got me
You're gonna tumble down
Keep coming for me
I'll drop you on the ground
I fuck with no one
Until you get in my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through you face my fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Let's do this now x2
You're gonna feel how
I really am with you
You're going no where
Don't really know what to do
It's gonna go on
Until you run away
You can't control me
You best do it my way
I fuck with no one
Until you get in my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through you face my fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2
Don't you know that
You can touch me
Don't you know that
You can bring me down
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you hadn't stepped across that
LINE! LINE!
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Through you face my fist will plow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x4
I'm Done
We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no one’s around
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
It has been lead astray
I'm looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does this have to end this way
Feeling numb so long
Oh god it's just everything
It's everything
Now I pray for all
of them to go away
I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
Y'all Want A Single
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom
What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) (x4)
What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking the need to bow down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) (x4)
We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All across the world you've fed what you found
All across the world you're breaking you down
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that shit! (x4)
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that (x2)
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) (x4)
When Will This End
Spending inside rotting away
Something inside of me's been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside me it’s you that needs hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always take shit
And I let this go on
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on
End!
When will this end!? (x7)
When will this end!?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
One
I can't remember anything
Can't tell If this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothings real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god wake me
Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me
Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot die
Trapped in Myself
Body my holding cell
Come on, get 'em up
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
