01_ BREATHE
Regrets
i am away i froze, i froze
(so frozen cold)
all bets
i turned my back
my heat, it closed
(i turn to stone)
undone
i put my head into my hands
(my broken hands)
not won
i did not want to understand
breathe for me
breathe in me
breathe
i can
i cannot feel i cannot see
(i cannot see)
i got
this feeling hanging over me
(hung over me)
i can
i cannot feel you take a breath
(one final breath)
i got
i got feeling, kiss of death
still i fade, still i fade
away, away
02_ DELIVER ME
Ripping at the soul
scratching it for more
ripping at the soul
unattainable goal
giving into sin
getting out of pain
burning in the sun
i'm drowing in the rain
rain
fate, deliver me to
my, final
destination
sometime it's too dark
seek this light of truth
sometimes hard to find
don't die without a fight
fight
fate, deliver me to
my, final
destination
deliver me cause i
i've got my reasons
giving into sin
getting out of pain
burning in the sun
drowing in the rain
it's not too late
i've got my fate
03_ ANYTHING BUT THIS
Try, go anything but this
i've got to anything but this world
try, go there's more to it
options low
there's more to this world
give me
anything but this
give me
the strength to live through it
give me
anything but this
give me
the strength to live through it
anything
anything but this
this world
anything
anything but this
this world
try, go anything but this
i've got to anything but this world
try, go there's more to it
options low
there's more to this world
anything
anything but this
this world
04_ S.O.M.
Can i not be taken
to such extremes as you whisper
the intent of your darker
notions always remember
i have seen symptoms of mercy
dragged out of hiding
try to seduce me
try to seduce me
remember
so rotten
sorry
the truth is the truth
those are my words
kiss me, kiss this
i don't remember
three years, three tears
what's wrong and... damn
i feel, i fear
never for nothing
i'm fucked, i love
now i remeber
remember
05_ DOWN
Never fear
never fear
never fear
never fear to meet
the resistance
walk with me
walk with me
walk with me
walk with me though don't mind the distance
to avoid all collected
disinfect the affected
just to feel this connection
to avoid all collected
disinfect the affected
just to feel this connection
feel feel
feel feel
feel feel
walk by me
walk by me
walk by me
to avoid all collected
disinfect the affected
just to feel this connection
to avoid all collected
disinfect the affected
just to feel this connection
driving it down
tearing it down
break it down
drive it
driving it down
tearing it down
break it down
drive it
never fear
never fear
never fear
never fear to meet
the resistance
walk with me
walk with me
walk with me
walk with me
to avoid all collected
disinfect the affected
just to feel this connection
to avoid all collected
disinfect the affected
just to feel this connection
driving it down
tearing it down
break it down
drive it
driving it down
tearing it down
break it down
drive it
you made me this way
you made me this way
you made me this way
you made me this way
you made me this way
you made me this way
you made me this way
you made me this way
driving it down
tearing it down
break it down
drive it
driving it down
tearing it down
break it down
drive it
06_ HEAD
You enveloped in your
you enveloped in your head
justify it in your
justify it in your head
head
yet we speed
i know what i've got to
head
to frightening ends
said i know
what i've got to do
see the savage in me
savage the savage in my head
i'm all
you claim to be
i'm head
i'm old
i'm wasted
i've come full circle
07_ SO REAL
All I see is all
all I see is all
all I see is all
all I see so real
the life
the dream
the rhythm
feel release as
i let go
all my emotions
all my hopes
08_ CRASH
She heard it all before
she had a grand design
barely living on borrowed time
turn a blind eye to
see the shadow come
never even notice
having so much fun
one thing on her mind
it's just fun and games
scott free
baby wants to point the blame
listen up people
gonna spread the word
break it down
cause you got to be heard
hey i know i hope
she don't crash
barely living on borrowed time
never stop to think
how or why
an aimless driver
lives inside her head
she only needs to have her ego fed
hey i know i hope
she don't crash
burning up baby like a falling star
09_ PUSH IT
(JB'S DEATH TRANCE MIX)
Go!
corrosive
tainted by my sin
i'm spilling blood and
i can't hardly contain it
corrosive hallowing the hand
stiffened i eat away
eat, eat into the surface
yeah, you push it
explosive
more violent more violent
all consuming throbbing
strait to the circle
explosive
move on reaction
i slow it down i slow it
down down down down
yeah, you push it
i see it, i need it
my mind is corrosive
i trip on corrosive
i freak see through me
my eyes are explosive
i feed on it
black out
crucify me
yeah, you push it
10_ I'M WITH STUPID
(PAUL BARKER REMIX)
He's a loser, she said!
great pains
i've gone to gang slang
i've gone to lame brain
looking for gold i
i have become someone else
outside stepping to inside
stepping to my side
stepping i wade through shit
he's a loser
he's a loser, she said
i am mine
i am mine
i am mine
i am mine
i am mine, i
i can't become someone else
he's a loser
he's a loser, she said
11_ BURNING
INSIDE
Will these dreams still follow me
out of dark obscurity?
can't you see it
up in the sky
as it kicks you in the face
and sucks you dry
you never had the answers
and now you tell me the facts of life
i really couldn't be
bothered with you
get out of my face
and watch me die
burning inside!
burning inside!
absolution and a frozen room
are the dreams of men below
i try to grab it
but the touch is hot
the mirror collapses
but the image came not
i'm scared of the darkness in the light
i scare myself
because i know i'm right
i see the evil in your savage eye
as it cuts right through the sky
burning inside!
burning inside!
calling a mantra
with a blade in the skin
for the demons within
i feel the pain
is the death and decay
but the lesson never fades away
too little shadows, turn away
you throw the man
through the window pane
another slave and a victim of fate
another lesson in hate
burning inside!
burning inside!
12_ BEHIND THE WALL
OF SLEEP
Presious cups within the flower
deadly petals with strange power
faces shine
a deadly smile
back up on you at your trial
chill and numbs
from head to toe
icy sun with frosty glow
why'd you go reaching your sorrow
why'd you go read no tomorrow
feel your spirit
rise with the breeze
feel your body
fallin' to its knees
take your wall of remorse
take your body to a corpse
take your body to a corpse
take your body to a corpse
if you want
all remorse
take your body to a corpse
now from darkness there springs light
wall of sleep is cold and bright
wall of sleep is lying broken
sun shines in, you are awoken
13_ GIMME GIMME
SHOCK TREATMENT
I was feeling sick
i was loosing my mind
i heard about these treatments
from a good friend of mine
he was always happy
smile on his face
he said he had a great time
at the place
peace and love is here to stay
and now i can wake up
and face the day
happy happy happy
all the time
shock treatment i'm doing fine
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
i wanna wanna shock treatment
i was feeling sick
i was loosing my mind
i heard about these treatments
from a good friend of mine
he was always happy
smile on his face
he said he had a great time
at the place
peace and love is here to stay
and now i can wake up
and face the day
happy happy happy
all the time
shock treatment i'm doing fine
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
gimme gimme shock treatment
i wanna wanna shock treatment
14_ I AM (DEMO)
I've been taking abuse
and it's senseless
fist into the wall
and it's painless
i've been living the lie
that i made me
live it
screaming into the mic and i like it
put it all over the air
in thick slices
soak it all up in your head
with the anger
like it
older
elder
i am
grind on it
deeper
bleaker
i am
brush the surface off
and grind on it
put a gun in my mouth
and threaten to shoot
justice died here
15_ LOVE DUMP
(DEMO)
Hand me a line
really hand me a line
really hand me a line
hand me a line
really hand it to me
i've always loved you
love dumpling
your shit's like chocolate cake
and your ass smells like a rose
i really hate you
love dumpling
now my bowels ache
drop down in a line
really hand me a line
really hand me a line
hand me a line
really hand it to me
16_ GET TO THE GONE (DEMO)
Get to the gone
under the gun
drop in drop out
get to the gone
get to the gone
it's just the way
you wanna be
under the gun
it's just the way to be
drop in drop out
to begin with
it's killing me
killing the one thing
i know this to be
i fly i fly
around the world
through the night sky
i feel the end
the end is near
relations die
one mile
ten thousand miles
makes no differnce
changes more changes
get to it
get to the gone
you get to it
get to become
a relic
a cynic
an addict
automatic destruction
get to it
get to the gone
you get to it
get to become
the static
the metal
the hell
got to get it
sensation
17_ NEW PAIN (DEMO)
Misdirected, i'm awakened
manifests in, into my head
i feel new pain, becoming part
of my every, every moment now
new pain
you told me you wanted
and hated me
new pain
you kill me now this becomes part
i'm so sure i'm
so confused i'm
all things to you, nothing to you
i feel new pain, in these shadows
of my every, every moment now
new pain
you told me you wanted
and hated me
new pain
you kill me now
this becomes part of me
new pain
you told me you wanted
and hated me
new pain
you kill me now this becomes part
you told me that you wanted me
you told you hate me
tear for our suffering
told me
that i'm the one
you wanted to kill me
and now it makes this all ugly
becomes part of me
turning into this new pain
your horse i ride, bite down hard
and now i suffer
my heart to my mind it burns
rips, it hurts, it kills
18_ OTSEGOLECTRIC
(DEMO)
You sold yourself
you sold yourself
you sold your soul
you make your hell
cross this line, you waste away
steal and cheat, all day
otsegolectric
what is mine, i'm electric
face staring, back at me
cross this line, you are sick
you are sick, i know it
otsegolectric
screaming, scratching
pounding
giving, getting
through me
crawling, balling
falling
giving into
sinning
take all day, suck all day
worn away, turn away
you are sick, i know it
you are sick, you are sick
