Co-Dependent
Most people don't care
Some people just fear
There's so much pressure
That our lives will feed us
Don't need a reason
I will get even
This is the season
Where I feel so manic
You hurt yourself
And blame me when you fall (codependent)
You have lost control
And crashed into a wall (codependent)
Life has found a way
Where karma slaps you in the face
You depend on me
For everything (codependent)
I am the bad seed
It fuels my own needs
I never was scared
To take my chances
I see the downfall
Cause I'm no social
I've got my own life
And you can't stand it
Codependent
Codependent
Codependent
Codependent
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Rip the Heart Out
I woke up this morning and knew
That the world would test me come unglued
Is it me or do you feel my pain
This world makes my blood boil again
You rip the heart out of me
You rip the heart out of me
You make it look easy
Control and deceive me
I've tried to everything to please you
Gone out of my way like a fool
What makes me break down like a bitch
It's so hard to crawl out of this ditch
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Stand Up
He says he love's you
But the make up will not cover up the bruises
He left on you
I tried to stop the cycle for you this relationship is wack
You bastard don't touch her anymore
Stand up stand up
He's a drunk and abusing
Stand up stand up
He thinks that you'll never leave him
Stand up stand up
I won't let him get near you
Stand up stand up
It's not your fault when he hurts you
I think you should have the chance
To enjoy the friends you have
He wants to erase them
I know that you are trying hard not to show it
But the coward is an asshole he's shameless
Abusing no more no more
Abusing no more no more
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Unstable
I wanted to know who you really are
I needed the chance to stitch up my scars
I'm closer to you then I was in the start
Come dive right and tear me apart
I'm trapped and we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable
In bed I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable
I wanted to learn about the dark side of you
You bring me down like a bottle of pills
I hate the way that you make me feel
I keep coming back I never get killed
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Promises
I went outside to take a walk
So I could relive memories
I thought that you would lend a hand
But you were never ever there
It's all in your mind
You do what you wanna do
Your promises are all played out
You've got your wish you've worn me down
I treated you the best I could
I realize that I don't need you
I lost my way when you left home
I thought that you could change your life
What did I do why do you lie
You've walked back in my hands are tied
I'm tired I'm so damn angry
With you
Your not gonna change
I see who you really are
Your promises your promises
They're all played out
Your so played out your so played out
There all played out
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Blame Me
I'm always gonna be one life behind
That's why I'm all alone
What's it gonna take to make you see
That we are falling apart
I wonder can we throw away the past
So we can stop the screaming match
I'm not gonna break down anymore
I've found my way to the door
I can see through both of us
It's an issue over trust
It's killing me it's killing me
To watch you leave me
I've tried to talk about what's really wrong
I see that look of discontent
The volume starts to rise and then it's on
That's why I have to go
Dealing with the pain is all that's left
Because we can not get along
You wanna put the blame on me again
I think that we have reached the end
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you
It's your turn to watch me leave you
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So Fortunate
I never thought I was strong enough
To handle raising my own son
You'll always fear what you've never done
I hope he'll know me when I come home
Nothing gonna change
My love for you
I love my child
He's got his mother's smile
I'm so fortunate so fortunate
Life can get tight
But I will make it right
I'm so fortunate so fortunate
I had to learn what meant more to me
My family's became everything
I miss you more than you'll ever know
I wish that I could just leave go home
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Stressin
The weight of the world has been put on my shoulders
I looked in mirror and know that I'm older
I try to escape but the rain makes it colder
Why do I let all our problems take over
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
We need to try to find the right way
Stress me out stress me out
God has turned his back on me
Stress me out stress me out
There's nothing left for us to say
Stress me out stress me out
God has turned his back
Stress me out stress me out
There's nothing left to bleed
Nothing left to bleed nothing left to bleed
I've tried to explain what it's doing to me
Arguing over the simplest things
You wanna make life how you want it to be
Upset everyday isn't something we need
You're letting me down your letting me down
You're letting me down again
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Do You Hear Me
Are you looking down on me right now
I feel your presence beam down
Watching you get ill it changed our lives
Your hand went limp and we cried
I didn't realize you had to go
Emotionless overflow
I wish I had the chance to tell you
I'm so sorry...
Do you here me
Praying to you x2 [where can I find you
I'm thinking of you darling, darling, darling]
I know that you are in a better place
Somewhere you can escape
I'm looking for a sign from up above
That you still care and have love
I was really young and didn't know
I wish I had the chance to tell you
I'm so sorry
Work harder for nothing
To come up I'm fading
Work harder for nothing at all
To find you you're nowhere
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Let Go
I'm sitting on the edge of the water
Contemplating my strange life
The sun starts to fall into the ground
A breeze picks up off the waves
And everything is fine
I know that I am not alone
Everyone makes mistakes and starts to learn with time
There's nothing more I need to say
I'm happy with my life
Let go of all of the pain
Let go of all of the pain
Let go and you'll escape
You'll be happy with yourself
Let go of all of the pain
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Betrayed Me
I watched you change and never
That you would be like all the rest
You were so true to good to be true
I trusted you and feel apart again
I can not change the fact
That your not coming back
So depressed I'm your slave
Betrayed me your not the one
To be trusted with my love
Betrayed me your not the one
Who should be trusted with my love
I had to leave so I could breath
I hate to fight that's not what I want
You were so true to good to be true
I trusted you and feel apart again
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Needles
I know this girl with a needle in her arm
The red dragon walking circles through her soul
She chases dragons to apeize the track upon her soul
She cooked the shit twice today to shut out all the pain
I can't take it anymore
I can't take it anymore
Take this needle from my veins
All I feel is pain all I feel is pain
There is nothing left but bloodstains
the tracks you have they tell the tale
Of what your hell on earth would feel
Do you wanna live do you wanna live
Let the needle fly away remove it from your life
Do you wanna live or do you want to die
The tracks you have they tell a tale
Of what your hell on earth would feel
Do you wanna live do you wanna live
Let the needle fly away remove it from your life
Do you wanna live or do you want to die
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