36 CrazyFists - Bitterness The Star (2002)
[ Turns To Ashes ]
I'm not sick, I'm just a boy
Sifting through the newfound lie
And I'll be crawling through these ashes and dissecting all these flies
Since the sun has died and it is still somewhat July
Is this all the world has to offer?
And I don't know how much you thought I'd be
It turns to ashes on me
One more piece inside these lines
Deeper harms my disguise
And everyone is different so everyone is sly
And everything's still horrible since everyone still dies
Is this all the world has to offer?
And I don't know how much you thought I'd be
It turns to ashes on me
Is this all the world has to offer?
It turns to ashes on me
No one is safe
наверх!
[ One More Word ]
Spill it all over, just like you used to
Reason to be strong
But you don't like me, but you don't even know me
I will save me, I will save me
Please fight for me
Shut down in another light, in a hole not yet sewn
Words that make you sickened inside
But you're sucked down in a steady strife
and you bleed without halo
I can tell now, I can tell now
Please fight for me
Shut down you don't know us all
Shut down you don't know us all
Shut down you don't know us all
Shut down
It's all inside, so far
It's all inside
One more word, I'm asking you to come and get it
You don't want to wake up and kiss it goodbye
Please fight for me
Shut down you don't know us all
Shut down you don't know us all
Shut down you don't know us all
Shut down
It's all inside, so far
It's all inside, so far
наверх!
[ An Agreement Called Forever ]
Cave in and try to take away
All that I have, all I betray...
So much damage I've done
Well this I know, that I just fail
Turn me on me
Turn me on me
'Cause this is everything I've stripped away
I've stripped away
This is me, well this I know
This is me, well is it?
Well the youth has certainly gone away
And at times I'd like to erase...
Please don't see that I can't have loyalty
'Cause I just fail
Turn me on me
Turn me on me
'Cause this is everything I've stripped away
I've stripped away
And I have tried to sit you down and take the fall
Look you in the eye and tell you it all
And I have tried to sit you down and take the fall
To look you in the eye and tell you it all.....I fail
'Cause this is everything I've stripped away
I've stripped away
This is me, well this I know
This is me
I fail...
'Cause this is everything I've stripped away
I've stripped away
наверх!
[ Eightminutesupsidedown ]
Nothing new for you now, how can you bury?
Filling up all your eyes and never swearing
With your embrace I receive, receive the enemy
Is this the Christ that you need or not the Christ that you need?
Where do you gain your strength?
One look and you will know
Who chokes on boxes of fucking pills?
Choking on your thoughts of what used to be
She's clothed with the silk
Waiting to be drained dry
And the echoes will come
They'll come all around
And drain us all...dry
They'll drain us all dry
As we gag on the dust of the everyday
I choke on one more reminder you know I'm alone
Where do you gain your strength? I wish I knew...
Where do you gain your strength? I wish I knew...
She's clothed with the silk
Waiting to be drained dry
And the echoes will come
They'll come all around
And drain us all...dry
They'll drain us all dry
Faith has led the way...dismantle
наверх!
[ Slit Wrist Theory ]
With the absence of eye, I can start to bleed again...
With the color of hearts it seems like you wear right thin
And as it falls from your mouth, it seems like you
needed it more
Well I can still ask for more, I will still ask for more...
Get the fuck out, stay the fuck out
It makes me sick (I'm alright)
Slit wrist theory, stains us all...
Lace me up, lace me up
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow
Lace me up, lace me up
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow
It seems like a runaround
Words that won't matter
And as it falls from your mouth it seems like you
needed it more
And I will color you all red, I will color you all...red
Get the fuck out, stay the fuck out
It makes me sick (I'm alright)
Slit wrist theory, stains us all...
Lace me up, lace me up
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow
Lace me up, lace me up
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow
Braided conversation
Get the fuck out, stay the fuck out
It makes me sick (I'm alright)
Slit wrist theory, stains us all...
And caved the fuck in, and bashed the fuck in, it's so old
Slit wrist theory, stains us all...
Slit wrist!
Lace me up, lace me up
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow
Lace me up, lace me up
I'm still looking for these angels in the snow
Lace me up...
наверх!
[ Bury Me Where I Fall ]
Come brush away these fists and I will tell you
everything
I hope you know how long I'm lacking
So carve my name and take me to the strength under it all
Then bury me where I fall
Push and pull like sex machines, like sex machines
Push and pull like sex machines, like sex machines
Questioning if I should even be here
I won't make that same mistake
And taking to bed all these things that I hate
I will complain, I will complain
A bleeding light has made us all just want to wash away
And best believe I want it blinding
Under it all I black out holes and glorify disguise
Still draining me from all this strife
Push and pull like sex machines, like sex machines
Push and pull like sex machines, like sex machines
Questioning if I should even be here
I won't make that same mistake
And taking to bed all these things that I hate
I will complain, I will complain
Stare at the sun
Staring at the sun...
Questioning if I should even be here
I won't make that same mistake
And taking to bed all these things that I hate
I will complain, I will complain
...Bury me where I fall
наверх!
[ Dislocate ]
I taste words you divide, want to cover up
Temporary lies
And I see how you pressed your skin on limb
How much thicker it is, how much thicker
Mark my words
Voice comes through the mesh, a sign of safety
Temporary smile
Cross my heart, I'll protect my own
How much thicker it is, how much thicker
Mark my words
Dislocate yourself
And this is enough poison for me
Spilling the guilt
наверх!
[ Two Months Form A Year ]
Am I allowed to breathe
Am I allowed to counter
Words that don't believe
And words that don't matter
And soon I'll sigh
And forget them all
Only sometimes
Am I allowed.....breathe
And someone should have told me
That you would be here
But you weren't you anymore
You weren't you...
But you will, you will, you will, you...
Soon I will fall like the wall
And how it feels will be horror
Do you hate it?
'Cause you weren't you anymore
You weren't...
But you will, you will, you will, you...
Soon I will fall like the wall
All around fractured view of life
I tear down all these idols
And I'll make my transformation
You'll feel better.....right?
But you will, you will, you will, you...
You can't scar me...you can't
You can't scar me...you can't
How the fuck does it feel?
Soon I will fall like the wall
And how the fuck does it feel?
And how the fuck did you figure?
наверх!
[ Chalk White ]
Pieces of you, spread all over, torn in two
Forward/backward
Save yourself, from nothing, from no one
Forward/backward
You better get yourself out of it
You better get yourself out of it
You think you're right but it ain't right
You think it's right but it ain't right
Cease the slide, use the talent God gave you
Forward/backward
You better get yourself out of it
You better get yourself out of it
You think you're right, but it ain't right
You think it's right, but it ain't right
Forward/backward
Forward/backwardJust when you need it
Never see it in your torn world
And seems like a plastic world
One just like you, one just like...
All I am is all I'll be
Can't be much more than me
A deep-end failing tragedy
All I am is all I'll be
Broke, believe it, deceiving
In your world
And I knew him, someone falling
One just like you, one just like...
All I am is all I'll be
Can't be much more than me
A deep-end failing tragedy
All I am is all I'll be
Take inside and be more careful
Defeat loss and glare at fall
To get you off where I'm going...
Following all down
Follow it all down
So I've got you wrapped up...inside
So I've got you...inside
And plastic world, crumbles down...
One just like you.....just like
All I am is all I'll be
Can't be much more than me
A deep-end failing tragedy
All I am
Take inside and be more careful
Defeat loss and glare at fall
To get you off where I'm going...
Following all down
наверх!
[ All I Am ]
Just when you need it
Never see it in your torn world
And seems like a plastic world
One just like you, one just like...
All I am is all I'll be
Can't be much more than me
A deep-end failing tragedy
All I am is all I'll be
Broke, believe it, deceiving
In your world
And I knew him, someone falling
One just like you, one just like...
All I am is all I'll be
Can't be much more than me
A deep-end failing tragedy
All I am is all I'll be
Take inside and be more careful
Defeat loss and glare at fall
To get you off where I'm going...
Following all down
Follow it all down
So I've got you wrapped up...inside
So I've got you...inside
And plastic world, crumbles down...
One just like you.....just like
All I am is all I'll be
Can't be much more than me
A deep-end failing tragedy
All I am
Take inside and be more careful
Defeat loss and glare at fall
To get you off where I'm going...
Following all down
наверх!
[ Ceramic ]
Soon I will be falling down
The way I always
And I remember falling
And I remember crawling...
Still I'm falling...
Have you come down
From all the peeling?
'Cause I remember holy
And only God can save me
Still I'm falling...
This is the last time I'll speak of holding you
Take this from me and take it before it dies
'Cause this is the last time I'll speak of...holding you
Still I'm falling...
This is the last time I'll speak of holding you
And you get up and you fall down
You get up and you fall down
You get up and you fall away
You get up and you fall down
You get up and you fall down
You get up and you...you get up and you...fall
наверх!
[ Circle The Drain ]
I've got myself deep this time
Tons of frustration builds in mine
And it shows me nothing
It shows me nothing at all
Circle the drain
Backward solace right from your side
And you sit and criticize
Shows me nothing
It shows me nothing at all
Circle the drain
I don't need it...I don't
It shows me nothing
It shows me nothing at all
Circle the drain
I don't need it...I don't
наверх!
[ Left Hand Charity ]
A classroom circle slowly drifts on...
I knew right then I'd carve your name, so I...
Save your charity it's gone too far now as it seems
I drive by your scenery...
All the while I died that night...
Please come back, tell me it's alright
And save your charity it's gone too far now as it seems...
Little boys that misbehave
And I want to look you in your eye...
I want to look you in your eye...
Want to look you in your eye
I want to look you in your eye
